Crawling

As I have mentioned before, Liam seems to live to prove me wrong. Just like last time he went to his doctor's appointment and then rolled front to back for the first time on the doctor's table. This time at least he waited until we got home. After telling the doctor no, no he didn't crawl at his nine month well visit, we took him home. I put him down on the ground and he very competently crawled four "steps" in the upright standard crawl position, grabbed a toy, sat down and played with it.

And did I mention that the same day he first crawled he also cut his first tooth and started pulling up on furniture into a standing position by himself? Crazy kid.

Over the next couple of days I went nuts trying to capture him on camera crawling. I finally got him the next day, but I could only get him to do a military (belly) crawl.




And then four days later...as you can see he went from crawling to officially being "a crawler." He was zooming laps around the room like he'd been doing it forever.

I had the hardest time getting him to crawl on camera. I finally had to bribe him. You will see he looks super enthusiastic and is practically panting with joy as he crawls toward me. You will also see that I am not the target of all that baby excitement...

Updates coming! I swear!

There are a flood of updates that are due. Cute Halloween updates. Thanksgiving updates. Updates on how Liam made his first crank call at 6:15 AM. Updates on Liam crawling. Cute Christmas pictures.

It all exists, but right now it is all stuck on my camera because I know you people dont really read the blog for my thoughtful essays. That's like reading Playboy for the essays. No, you all are here for the addictingly cute pictures of the chubby baby. But my poor old computer (like my poor old brain) is running out of space and having trouble thinking. So I cant dump a bunch of megs of new pictures onto it or it may...I dunno...blow up? eat all my academic work? So I have finally taken over Terry's iPhoto and started downloading pics and vids to his computer and will soon begin the process of uploading and posting. I may even rope Terry into it to speed things up, so you could be getting a little Daddy perspective soon enough.

Until then, happy holiday season!

Erin

Developments Aplenty: Books, Teeth and Crawling!

Liam has been learning a lot of new tricks from his favorite gal pal Cora. One of the first ones I got to enjoy was when I was reading him his pre-nap story about a week ago. We were sitting up in the rocking chair in his room reading "Brown Bear Brown Bear" a gift from our friends Lynn and Zack. And every time I would lift the board book page to prepare to turn it, he would lean forward and try to peek around the page to see the next picture. Then he started reaching out with his hands and pulling the page over to the far side.

And as we kept reading it became totally obvious that he wasn't just grabbing things randomly, he was actually performing an intentional action: he was turning pages. He would reach out to grab the page on the right and turn it until it was on the left. Then he'd look at the picture and then reach to turn the next page. What a little sponge. Without ever knowing he was learning, he had picked up the pattern of reading a book together! I know his friend Cora who he spends three afternoons a week with knows how to turn pages (she's a year old) and I think seeing another baby do it probably gave him the idea.

We've had lots of fun with books lately. Last week on tuesday we went with our playgroup to story time at the Library, which is a really fun event with singing and puppets and juggling and stories. And then when we got home from the library with a few new board books, I sat on the floor with Liam and held two out in front of him. He looked very seriously back and forth at the two covers for a while and then very purposefully put his hand out on one. I had never seen him so intentionally "choose" something before, show his preferences and his will with a gesture. It was wonderful fun to see.

But I almost couldn't believe it was on purpose. I read him his first choice book and when we finished again I held two different books up in front of him and again he looked back and forth before reaching out and touching the book on the right ("Whats the Matter Pookie?"). I switched the position of the two books so Pookie was on the left, and again he reached out and touched the Pookie book. The baby was making a choice! Super fun.

Since then every time we read I offer him the choice of two books, he picks one, and we read. He has some fairly consistent preferences. "Brown Bear" is his favorite book of all. Paired against almost any other book, he will pick Brown Bear to read. Beyond that he really loves a new Boynton book we picked up from the library about Hippos and their belly buttons, and a book called "Daddy Loves Me." He never ever picked "Moo Baa Lalala."

This is also a kid who lives to prove me wrong. We've been checking over and over for teeth and there were no signs of it. Likewise we've been working on helping him learn crawling with every means I could think of. I even played baby "wheel barrow" with him where he would lift and move his hands forward and I would shift his knees.

So on the way to his 9 month baby well visit with the pediatrician on friday I joked with Terry about how we were going to have to confess that he was a bit behind him milestones, unless he pulled another surprise and just started crawling on the doctor's table (remember the rolling incident?).

Well, one of the first questions I had was about teeth. He's been drooling and chewing on everything since he was 4 months old. When were those teeth coming? And the doctor looks in his mouth and says "There's one breaking through the gum right now" and sure enough you could see a little rupture in the gum. His first tooth!

Then, later that evening while we were getting dinner ready I put the baby down on all fours in the living room and sat down on the couch. Then like it was nothing, like he'd been practicing for months, he just took four crawling "steps" forward, grabbed his toy, and sat down to play with it. I practically stammered at Terry (who was in the kitchen looking at him) "Did I just imagine that? Did you see that? Did he just crawl?!"

But for the life of me, I cannot get the kid to do it on command. If I grab the camera and try to covertly catch him, no dice. He won't do it. If I stand over him and try to entice him to crawl by dragging a fun toy in front of him, no dice. If I walk away and pretend like I'm not watching, there he goes, crawling again. I have now seen him crawl six or seven times. It's adorable!

Booogity booogity boo

Ok, so this isn't Liam making ghost sounds. But Terry taught him to make funny noises and...well it is easier to watch than describe. But now he wants to do it all the time!

Pumpkin Farm

Ready to go to the pumpkin farm in a cute little outfit for the unusually chilly day.


Konked out on the way there.






In the corn maze.


Cute little baby with pumpkins


Ferocious dragon with pumpkins

Turning pages, sitting in crib, and reports of scooting

So it seems my baby lives to prove me wrong. I thought that wasn't supposed to start until high school. First there was taking him to the doctor at 8 months and saying that he was only rolling in one direction and having the kid roll forward and then backward on the doc's table 45 seconds later.

Now it appears he may have been practicing scooting forward on his belly while no one was watching. Terry swears he saw him do it this morning. "Scooting? forward? not rolling?" I ask. He swears it was so. I've yet to see it, and rolling still seems the preferred method of locomotion.

Two other firsts happened this morning. I was reading him "Brown Bear" board book just before his morning nap. And as I was getting ready to turn a page, I would put my finger behind the page. When I did that, he would lean over and try to peek behind the page, then he would grab it with his hand and turn it. At first I thought it was just an accident, but with each and every page, as soon as I picked the next page off the stack of other pages, he'd reach out, grab it, and turn it from right to left. He never tried to turn the pages in the other direction, which seems like an indication that it isn't accidental, but a learned behavior. I was so excited about Brown Bear that I got out Pajama Time to see if he would do it again. Sure enough, the kid's a page turner!

(I am filing this behavior away in my brain next to "faucet turner" in "things that should keep you from worrying your kid is cognitively delayed" for the next time I'm tempted to go off the deep end of worry for my little guy).

After his story I put him in his crib to try to get a nap in and was cleaning up in the kitchen while Terry got ready for work. Liam had been quiet for a while, so I asked Terry to peek in on him and see if he was asleep. After a pause, Terry said, "Come here, you have to see this." I put my head into the room, and what do I see? Our kid has pulled himself up to a sitting position in the crib! He is happily holding onto the rail of his crib, with his little feet sticking out the slats. I lower my face down to his and smile at him. He gives me a gummy smile back and happily starts chewing on the rail.

Him pulling up to sitting by himself is exciting because it is a sign that he is learning to better manipulate his environment to help him get around. But it is really really going to suck for our backs. Because the safety guides say that when they can pull themselves to seated you have to lower the crib mattress so they don't fall out. That means we are going to be hauling 25lbs of baby fat from much farther down.

I might have to get one of those thick brown leather weight-lifter belts that the studly guys at the gym use.

Mom-onesty: On not crawling and preschool waiting lists

My mother-in-law Denyse, a super mom in her own right, got me a book called "After Birth" and it is a hysterical collection of stories from moms and dads about dealing with the less glorious sides of parenthood. Reading it frequently made me snort with laughter, and occasionally cry, and from time to time gasp and recognize myself in the story.

So in the interest of that, of full disclosure and breaking down the wall of perfect motherhood that weighs so heavily on us that we should all probably get free samples of prozac when we take these kiddos home from the hospital:

Today is a crappy mom day. I feel wimpy and insecure about the whole works. I am tired and sick and that doesn't help. I feel insecure that Liam still isn't crawling. He gets himself around now, doing little laps of the living room and occasionally venturing into the kitchen or dining room. But he pushes himself up on his arms or on all fours, checks out the terrain, and then flops down into rolling position and steam rolls himself wherever he wants to go.

And I feel deeply deeply insecure about this. Maybe it is all okay. Maybe a flood of better people than I will write in with comments telling me to chill out and not worry.

But it is hard to watch other kids pass him by. There is a January baby in his playgroup who has been crawling since he was 6 months old. When I first saw that I was startled but reminded myself that it was okay if he was early. Now all the other January babies are crawling, and one kid born at the end of February is both crawling competently and pulling herself up to a standing position. Meanwhile there sits Liam, good natured and smiling as his playmates wiz by around him. He sits. He goes onto all fours and rocks, and then he sits again. or he rolls. But scooting forward? Nah. Nothing doing.

At the last playgroup there was another baby who was born within days of Liam's due date who is not crawling exactly, but is scooting himself forward in a sort of military crawl.

Today we toured a montessori that accepts babies. My heart just aches to give him that opportunity. I can still remember with startling clarity what my montessori was like, and I only went there through first grade. The rest of elementary school is a blur, but I have tons of memories of Montessori. When we toured the preschool they have beads for counting and learning multiples that are the same things we had in my classroom growing up. it is just such a rich exploratory environment, and I truly believe it is the seeds of self motivated learning that are still with me today.

We were told chances are close to nothing that he will get in until about 2 years from now, but we're on the waiting list. The reason for this was in evidence: the other parents on our tours were women who looked scarcely pregnant. And it was the first taste of the effort to secure your schild every advantage. If I really wanted to get Liam into this Montessori I would have had to call to get on the waiting list as soon as I saw that second pink line on the pregnancy test. They actually told us that there is a better chance we could get our as-yet-imagined-nonexistent second child into the program before Liam gets in, and then Liam would have an advantage as a sibling of scooting up the waiting list. Sigh.

But when talking about the infant room and cruiser room and when they move, the director told us that they move when each child is ready. And then she told an anecdote where a third child with lots of siblings to carry him who never got any tummy time didn't crawl until he was 8 months old, so he was in the infant room until then. And my heart sank and I thought "oh please dont ask me if my big giant 18-month clothes wearing baby can crawl, because the answer is still no."

It isn't so much that I think he will never learn to crawl before he goes to college. Its more that in my heart I worry that his inability to figure it out reflects some deeper cognitive issue, and dredges up a host of sadness and guilt about his early birth that seems to be always available just beneath the surface. I just want him to be totally okay. I hope and believe this worry will go away, or diminish at least, but somehow I need more tangible evidence to banish it...like seeing him do linear algebra.